an update on me :)

okayy guys :) remember the guy that i said i was truly in love blahblahblah with ??

hmm , well :) im better right now as my love for him is becoming fader :D

BUT !!! im like in love with another guy in this moment . i cant guarantee that he'll stay

in my heart and right now , I DO LIKE HIM VERY MUCH :)

and again BUT !!! he likes another girl -.-"

sad ?? i know , but life must keep on right ? so , im not gonna just ask him to pick up

his stuff and tell him to get out of my heart . NO WAY !!

the only way is to let him stay there and fade away . i'll love him as long as he's still in my heart :)

yeahh ,

ouh , and by the way :) im going to PULAU TIOMAN for some

APPRECIATING THE ENVIRONMENT ( SEA ) thingee .

hope its fun and wish me luck as im the only student from my school going there -___-

azeemah and aqilah is going to TAMAN NEGARA , KENYIR for

APPRECIATING THE ENVIRONMENT ( FOREST )

haha :D funny right ? nope , i know its not -.-"

so okayy , thats all :) you guys take care and watch for the next update yeahh !!

byee

every girl would not say NO to BEAUTY :)

BRANDEDBRANDEDandBRANDED

dont you just wish that everything u buy is branded ?? gucci ,prada , dolce&gabana , guess , mng and such as ?? or least just forever21 , cotton on , tangs , bossini , abercrombie , ed hardy ??

oh gosh !! i guess everyone is surely wishing to own all that branded stuff .

but for me , its just a dream :( haha , and sometimes dreams may come true with

a little believing , efforts and -.-" money . hee , ways to own some of these stuff is :

SAVE YOUR POCKET MONEY AND WHEN THERE'S

LOADS , HEAD OFF TO THE NEAREST COMPLEX

AND SHOP FOR YOUR LIFE :)

that's what i do , but pleasee make sure there are LOADS OF MONEY because you

may just end up buying unbranded stuff :) good luck yeahh !!

no words can describe what a fun camp you are :')

aww , its pretty sad that the camp is over .

1 Malaysia camp

2 times in the jungle

3 days to enjoy

4 best coaches EVERR !!

5 o'clock , our waking time

6 worms bitten me

7 uniforms altogether

8 teams in a row

9 hours of non-stop fun

10 guts to play those games :D

NOTHING BUT FUNFUNFUN :)

yeahhh :D i need a new and better life . derrr , i always said that all the time -___- need new life

blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah

HAHAHAH , so now here's the plan for a new lifey :)

be a better woman -___- (err , nope sorry im not really matured yet to be a woman )

START AGAIN

enjoy life LESS LOVE

save some money to buy something that i really and deadly need

( in need for a phone , contact lens , camera len's cap and bodyshop stuff )

IGNORE THESE

be a happy happy girl :)

study hard ???

read more novels (wtf!!)

watch more movies (err)

facebooking

less LEPAKING (lame me)

blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah

actually , i dont really need to tell myself to be better . it just depends on the situation , my heart and brain and ACTIONS . ( great i only realized this after typing all that craps up there)

errrr , so I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR LIFE AS MUCH AS I DO RIGHT NOW but trust me t wont last long . but just SMILE :) and everything will be fine .

HAHAHAAHAH (laughing is good too)

- D O N E -

*no more us*

thank you

:')

if I die tonight

- will you celebrate my death with laughter or tears

- will you go through your life normally

- will you still be able to laugh or is it just an act

- will you be thinking of me

- will you still say the word YOU NEED ME

- will you flashback our memories together

OR WILL YOU JUST FORGET ABOUT ME AS IF I NEVER EXIST IN YOUR LIFE ??

either way its your choice . i have no right to force you but YES , I AM HOPING .

and my hopes in you are high , please dont let me down for the last time :')