haha , such a quick relation :)

but im still happy because you gave me the chance and you also

understands me the most . at least you dont try to push it when you see

no interest in me anymore . aww , you're great honey !

our relation will be remembered .

okayy , move on to the next topic .

i went to my friend's birthday party just now , and it was a surprise party for her dearly boyfie :)

omg , you guys should have seen the beginning situation , it was sooooo romantic and sweet .

dear friend , you do know how to throw a romantic party :D

first , i thought that its gonna be a bored one , but it turn out just finee

thanks FARAH ATHIRAH for inviting me

you're a great friend and you understands me the most :)

iloveyouu

oh , dear boyfriend :) i do love you so much bie , please

take care of my heart yeahh . i can trust u right ?

dont make me lose faith in you and dont let me be

unfaithful to you okayy :)

p/s : i love you

heyy youu !!!!

dont u know that im like INTO YOU ??

dont u know that im falling for you ??

and do you know how badly , madly , crazily am i missing youu ?

well , u dont know huh ??

then solve this equation and you'll know everything :)

im longing for your love boy .

i need your love .

i am missing you and you are farrr from me .

only your love , can convince me that you'll always be there for me .

no matter where you are , you'll always love and care for you .

i wont trust you , unless you say I DO :)

yepp , and i am definitely longing for that word RIGHT NOW .

please dont be late .

i'll wait dear .

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH :D

i sounded like a maniac or more accurately like an evil devil -.-"

haha for me . . btw missing the TIOMANESE like hell :(

i'll always think of you guys

p/s : i love you

Program Penghayatan Taman Laut Zon Timur Siri 3 Kebangsaan 2010

W.P putrajaya

W.P kuala lumpur

perlis

kedah

kelantan

penang

terengganu

johor

selangor

pahang

melaka

negeri sembilan

above are the states involved in this program and let me tell you , it is the WORST and the BEST program ever !!!!! omg , i do miss those people a lot :') let me tell you the activities that we did ( its gonna be a loooonngg post :)

arrived at jeti tanjung gemuk - in the ferry to p.tioman for 2hours -.-"

eat and set up tents and stuff

ice breaking - sit in states , then divided into 4groups according to colours

and finally into smaller groups according to nmber

jalinan kasih - you have to take out everything with u to make a super-long line

urus diri and blablabla

taklimat tmn laut - talktalkandsleep -___-

exercise and breakfast

water confident - here comes my seasick -.-"

snorkeling - not me , i was seasicking on the boat

ikan baja - idk ( still sick )

marine debris - collecting rubbish :)

kolam sentuh - omg !! i touched some corals and sea cucumber and stuffs

kajian kawasan tadahan air - jungle trekking SUPER FUN :D

pembangunan lestari - we became architects , haha

penghayatan p.tioman - walk and shop for 2km -.-

psembahan multimedia - aww , my most romantic moment :')

penutupan and blablablahhh , and our final

GOODBYES :(

you guys are the best :)

fatin amirah - kl

nur amirah - kl

danushah - kl

farah fazira - kl

amirul syakirin- kl

joshua liow - kl

shahrul nizam - kl

anuar ibrahim - perlis

nur azira - negeri sembilan

nur azreen -- negeri sembilan

nurul - melaka

farah - johor

farah -putrajaya

iqbal - selangor

zakira - penang

akmal -johor

tuan-tuan , peserta-peserta dan lain-lain

I LOVE YOU GUYS :)

jgn lupe aku tauu !!

pengembaraan seribu makna

an update on me :)

okayy guys :) remember the guy that i said i was truly in love blahblahblah with ??

hmm , well :) im better right now as my love for him is becoming fader :D

BUT !!! im like in love with another guy in this moment . i cant guarantee that he'll stay

in my heart and right now , I DO LIKE HIM VERY MUCH :)

and again BUT !!! he likes another girl -.-"

sad ?? i know , but life must keep on right ? so , im not gonna just ask him to pick up

his stuff and tell him to get out of my heart . NO WAY !!

the only way is to let him stay there and fade away . i'll love him as long as he's still in my heart :)

yeahh ,

ouh , and by the way :) im going to PULAU TIOMAN for some

APPRECIATING THE ENVIRONMENT ( SEA ) thingee .

hope its fun and wish me luck as im the only student from my school going there -___-

azeemah and aqilah is going to TAMAN NEGARA , KENYIR for

APPRECIATING THE ENVIRONMENT ( FOREST )

haha :D funny right ? nope , i know its not -.-"

so okayy , thats all :) you guys take care and watch for the next update yeahh !!

byee

every girl would not say NO to BEAUTY :)

BRANDEDBRANDEDandBRANDED

dont you just wish that everything u buy is branded ?? gucci ,prada , dolce&gabana , guess , mng and such as ?? or least just forever21 , cotton on , tangs , bossini , abercrombie , ed hardy ??

oh gosh !! i guess everyone is surely wishing to own all that branded stuff .

but for me , its just a dream :( haha , and sometimes dreams may come true with

a little believing , efforts and -.-" money . hee , ways to own some of these stuff is :

SAVE YOUR POCKET MONEY AND WHEN THERE'S

LOADS , HEAD OFF TO THE NEAREST COMPLEX

AND SHOP FOR YOUR LIFE :)

that's what i do , but pleasee make sure there are LOADS OF MONEY because you

may just end up buying unbranded stuff :) good luck yeahh !!

no words can describe what a fun camp you are :')

aww , its pretty sad that the camp is over .

1 Malaysia camp

2 times in the jungle

3 days to enjoy

4 best coaches EVERR !!

5 o'clock , our waking time

6 worms bitten me

7 uniforms altogether

8 teams in a row

9 hours of non-stop fun

10 guts to play those games :D

NOTHING BUT FUNFUNFUN :)

yeahhh :D i need a new and better life . derrr , i always said that all the time -___- need new life

blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah

HAHAHAH , so now here's the plan for a new lifey :)

be a better woman -___- (err , nope sorry im not really matured yet to be a woman )

START AGAIN

enjoy life LESS LOVE

save some money to buy something that i really and deadly need

( in need for a phone , contact lens , camera len's cap and bodyshop stuff )

IGNORE THESE

be a happy happy girl :)

study hard ???

read more novels (wtf!!)

watch more movies (err)

facebooking

less LEPAKING (lame me)

blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah

actually , i dont really need to tell myself to be better . it just depends on the situation , my heart and brain and ACTIONS . ( great i only realized this after typing all that craps up there)

errrr , so I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR LIFE AS MUCH AS I DO RIGHT NOW but trust me t wont last long . but just SMILE :) and everything will be fine .

HAHAHAAHAH (laughing is good too)

- D O N E -

*no more us*

thank you

:')

if I die tonight

- will you celebrate my death with laughter or tears

- will you go through your life normally

- will you still be able to laugh or is it just an act

- will you be thinking of me

- will you still say the word YOU NEED ME

- will you flashback our memories together

OR WILL YOU JUST FORGET ABOUT ME AS IF I NEVER EXIST IN YOUR LIFE ??

either way its your choice . i have no right to force you but YES , I AM HOPING .

and my hopes in you are high , please dont let me down for the last time :')

YOU MIGHT NOT WANT TO PUT ON TOO MUCH MAKE-UPS AS IT WILL END UP KILLING YOUR BOYFIE :D

hahahahahaha :D yup , i know its not funny and yup , it doesn't make sense .

but i LOVE that phrase :) HAHAHAH . okayy look , when a girl have a date

with her boyfie at night , she will probably try to look on her BEST right ?? to amuse

her boyfie . so she'll so a HUGE MAKEOVER :) there's hair dos , accesorizing and of course

MAKE UPS !! hmm , so they will put LOADS AND LOADS of make ups to cover up

their acne , blemishes , blackheads , whiteheads and stuff . so there'll be bunch of

FOUNDATION , POWDERS , BLUSHER , EYE SHADOWS , LINER and MASCARAS .

but look out girls :) hahah , too much make ups will just end up killing your boyfie

especially for those who boyfies who love KISSING their girls on the CHEEK :)

hee , right ? the make ups will diffuse into the guy's lips through DIFFUSION . hence ,

toxics and stuff will go into the MOUTH and diffuse into the SALIVAR and when the

guy swallow it , there goes the make ups into his STOMACH through the OESOPHAGUS :)

instantly , the toxics in the make ups together with those BACTERIAS and GERMS

will KILL HIM !!! hahaha , nahh just kidding :D as a conclusion , dont work so hard

just to impress your boyfie . JUST BE YOURSELF , and he really does loves you ,

HE WILL LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE .

thin me -___-

haha , sometimes i was hoping that i would grow fatter :P

im too thin for my height and i'll look weird . SO WEIRD !!

its not that im on a diet or im not eating but my body just

wouldn't grow . grrr -___- mybe i should make some

eating plans . maybe i should take organic food or some supplements .

or mybe i should make fast food as my daily menus . nono :(

that would make me thin and unhealthy . ARRRGGHH !!!!

whatever lahh , i'll just sit and think again .

see this guy ? yeahh , he's a guy and yeahh , i do love this guy :) the bestest brother ever !!

he's caring , sporting , understanding and he can put a smile on my face when im down .

like i told you , he's the best !! i'll always hope for the best for this fellow and i'll always

love you big bro :) thanks !!!!

just want you to know that i love you :)

everything is fine now , im really happy :) but yeahh , its weird if we dont

fight but i dont really care as long as you're by my side and you really

care for me . you , i do love you lahh :) haha , u know that right ? i love you too

much that i did stupid stuff for you . haha :D foolish me !! but im so glad

that we're fine now . hmm , please notice that i'll always love you like hell

and please dont hurt me anymore will you ? i'll care for you as long as i can .

i'll be waiting for your hug , YES I WILL :)

thank you for everything but all i ask for now
is you to leave me alone . im tired and i need to rest .
dont give me hopes and dont let me wait for you anymore .
4years of waiting, pain, tears and broken heart is enough .
i dont want to go through all that again . im too weak
right now . where are you when i need you the most ?
where is the love that you promised to give me ?
where are your attention when im down ? none -___-
you give me nothing and there's nothing for me to give
you anymore . my love for you is too much that it cant be given .
yess :'( one last word for you : iloveyoumorethanyouknow

a story


everybody has their own stories :) i got my own and its mostly
about LOVE and FRIENDSHIP . loves conquer most though but love
makes me SICK :( im really tired of love and sometimes i hope
love will stop being the main character . friends are my lucky charm
as friends can chase love away but not everytime . thats because i have
lots of good friends but my heart always supports love . although my heart
loves love but it is weak and always cry because of love . gee !! thanks LOVE :(
now my heart is broken and it is hoping that friends will come
and fix it back :)

hello hello hello :)

hee , right now im too lazy to think about love -_____- membosankan .
i feel that i life is waaaaayyyyyyyy better without love , but i love friending
with boys laa . hehe , thats because most guys are understandable. but dont think
me wrongly , although im close to a certain guy there's no more feeling other than
friendship :) so yeahh , i love u boyfriends :) and i love those girls too okayy .

grrr -____-


aww :( i cant make it for moral paper today .
sooooo damn terrible !! i study hard yesterday for
nothing :( and surely my teachers will say that i
have show or blahblahblah . sorry okayy , i dont
mean to not come , i just woke up late . hee !!
my marks will surely drop :(

citrawarna 1 Malaysiaa :)

omg!! it was such a fun day :) thanks for all who came

and celebrated this great and grand event . i enjoy today

very much , and i met some of my old friends :) hee .

thanks yaww !!

colours of malaysia :))

heyheyheyy :) im so excited for the greartest event tonight .

as im performing for the citrawarna m'sia 2010 ,

im one of the 5500 people who cant wait for tonight .

i hope it will going to be a night full of fun , success and colours .

haha , wish me good luck okayy :) and dont forget to join

us for one of malaysia's greatest event !

take back my words ??


yupp , i always did that . said something that im so
confident on and that it back :( stupid me !!
heyy you , where are you ? do you know that you are
changing ? i dont know you anymore . what have become
of you ? i thought you're very strong . and where's your
promises dear ? where is the love that you said ?
oh yess , i do miss you fucking damn much :(
please learn to keep your promises and dont dissapoint me again .

sickSICKsick :((


im too tired for everything right now .

dear friend ,


heyy friend :) dont make it bad oke , its worst enough right now .
just take care of her and dont come to me too often . i would like
to try and forget about you . if you really love and understand me
please let me go . it wont do me , you and her any good if this keep
on going . just for this last time , let me win for once :) dont worry oke
even if i won the game i'll lost something that i love the most . YOU :(
i just wanna make you happy . smile and hope you happy with her :)

looonggg time :)


hey !! daa lme ta on kenken ? hee :)
broadband taa bebayaa duu :( kalo on pown at myspace jeaa.
btw smlm show at ppustakaan ngara AGAIN .
jmpe michelle yeoh :) cntekk kud !! natural beauty . haha .
hope duet show dpt cepad . . hee :))

I need you :)


heyy u . . .yeaa :) i really need u . . but apew guna nyaa
kalo u taa perlu kenn i ag ? mcm siaa2 jeaa ken u ?
u tatao mcm mne prasaan i at u . . . mybe u ta paam i . .
or maybe i yg taa paam u kud . . .i rse mcm naa lpas kenn u .
but u tao i ta sggop :) ily<3

t0p 3 wisHes :)


traveL ar0unD da w0rLd :)


havE a greAT j0B taT i'lL l0ve <3


daddy && him be happy by my side :D

cutiCUTI :)


holidayy :D show at putrajayaa . . bestBEST !!
thenTHEN pegyy genting nan lynaa && frens . .
best gakk . . haha :) meed membe bwu . .
hee :) tengs yaww . . .

youYOU&&you :)


akim?? : haha . . akim?? joke jeaa . . . dye idola i laa :)
na jadyy tunang i pown bole . . hee!!! kalo i cdeyh :(dye epyy ken i ..
tengs 4 da poskad :)



faiz : youYOU . . .janji keling nmpakk ?? urm . . . i tggu jea u tao . .
bud u buadd camni at i . . :( i sntiasaa idam2 kenn u . . .


amirul : haha . . u !! i segan laa na tego u . . . u pown bkannyaa na
tego i dlu ouh :) bud dapad tgk muke u pown i daa epy :) rendu u !!


adam : urm . . . u :( yg palengg i sayangg . . bud u slalu buadd i sakedd aty . .
cdeyh ouh !! u . . i paleng perlu kenn u tao . . i slalu perlu kenn u . . bud
u slalu tadaa . . .onelastword iloveyou :(

akim ILOVVYOU :))

tadyy :)) i balekk lmbat . . cuz adw prs . . pasto

bile i smpaii umh jea . . nmpk adw surat besaa at meja

makann . . tgk2 nme i :) hee !!! bangga . . pasto i pown

pelikk sbb stem dye adw gmbaa akim :D i daa excited

tyme to . . pasto i tros bkak surat to . . hehe . . . koank

tao taa i dpt poskad from akim :) adw gmbaa dye &&

sign dye . . i daa gylerr tyme to . . tlompat2 i mcm

oank ilang suami dpt balekk :D haha . . tengss akim . .

ilysfdm . . muahxx . .

back from GENTING :))


hee !!! best gyler pegyy genting . . pegyy nan adam :))
pkol1 camto ktoank grakk pegy naekk bas at kl sentral .
pasto daa smpaii naek cable car . . .gayat ouhh!! then ktoank
pown caryy hotel . . tgk2 sume hotel at genting full :(
tpksaa sewa pangsapuri . . huhu . . pasto ktoank maen
theme park :) masokk snow world smpaii 2kali . haha . .
bestBEST !!! tengss adam . . ily :)

reD ribb0N :)


haryy ni kenken i pegyy jpwp :) adw ceramah psl
aids . . heishh!!! kusi dye sedapp . airkon sjokk . so
tertydo laa i di c2 . . hee !!! pasto adw tayang video . .
urm . . . cdeyhh :( melalak2 i tgk . . hehe . . . then daa abes
ceramah sume ktoank pown mkn laa :D daa mkn i pegyy
bsoh tangan pasto kenken . . hee!!! i terpandang laa
dakk to . . hee !!! encem :) haha . . .bud taa tego pown dye .
just jeling2 malu jea . . hehe . . gedikk !!

n0 exaM :D


haha . . esk i taa yah amek exam :)) hee !!! bestBEST .
i kne pegyy mne tah && buad apew pown i tatao . .
yg penting NO EXAM . . hehe . . tadyy kenken adw mesyuarat
agung sukan && permaenan . . i msok akuatik :)
i pnyaa laa engad kenn akuatik tadaa oank naa msok . .
pasto i nan lakshmi sesat smpaii mne tah naa caryy klas to .
lastLAST sblah klas i jea T.T heishh !!! pasto kenken msok2 jea
bkan maen ag . . mad faez asrul azrul sume adw at c2 . .
teh anysh pown adw . . ramaii laa :) pasto i diam jea . . dengaa
teh mlawakk i taa taan . . kepohh la skalii . hee :D thenTHEN mad
bengong pegyy ckp nme i tokk naib . . haishh !!! sabaa jea :D hee !!!

j0MkePoHH :D


tadyy pegyy jumheboh . . bolelaa . .bud bosan
ar gakk . urm . . .i sanad saked atyy cuz i kuad jeles :S
tatao naa ckp camne . . bud okeoke laa . . hee !!!
faizFAIZ :) i still mnunggu kou mcm dunguul taoTAO . .
jgn hampa kenn i sayangg :P

lakyy idaman :)


.puteh :) hee !! i2 perlu .

.lakyy puteh mzty laa kne encem :D

.taa pown muke mcm AKIM . mzty i naa :P

.caring . bkan annoying .

.pndai jge atyy .

.bole jadyy bestfren i :) sharing rahsia

.paam prangai baekk buok i.

.sporting :)

.adw bile i perlu .

.ta naa yg tlalu manja kenn i .

.kalo bole naa yg adw ketaa or moto :) hee !!! nt bole jadyy driver i .

.kalo bole yg romantikk . hehe . . tapyy ta naa over romantik .

.bole caye at i && i pown bole caye at dye.

.bole bgantung antara satu samaa laen :D

youYOU :)


u encem :)) haha . . i rendu u tao taa ?? bile na text i ?
i tggu tao . . hee !!! gedikGEDIK :P urm . . smlm adw prob sket .
but tengss 2 abg daa oke da sket . . thankie abg :) ilysm && imy :(
tadaa chance naa jmpe dye . . bud abg slalu d'aty adkk :D
tadyy best kud . . round satuu k.L . hehe :))

grr -.-


haryy ni bengang ouh :( smlm i daa semangat daa na
pegyy schl . . cuz esk cuti && next week exam !!! bud . . .
i bgon lmbat :( huhu . . .tapaa ar . .i tadaa kje so update laa
bloggie :)

imy laa bodoo :)

hey :)

ello !! my name is angela :) actly blog ni mmg daa adw bud
i buadd balekk cuz daa ancor :( hee !!! so hope koank enjoy &&
kasi laa feedback yeaa . . rmai2 follo blog ni taoTAO :)
ily :))